No one can imagine the pain and heartbreak of a loved one committing suicide, on top of that finding them in that state. I wish no one that torture, it will forever be engraved in my heart and I live with it daily. Really there is hurt, despair, anger and breaking up of relationships due to the immense conflicts of emotions caused by suicide. There is a lot of pointing fingers, of "what if's", why's and in the end there is no answer because everyone has their own feelings and dealing with it is very personal for each loved one.
As for me it has been devastating yet God has carried me through till now. I know Osvaldo is sleeping, he is very much resting for the day we meet again. Even though my heart will no longer be the same I am who I am because of Osvaldo, that I say thank you!
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